I've been walking on the wrong track
And this was supposed to be my comeback
But I'm being bombarded, insidious arrows
Little things that add up, doubt it bestows

See I was lost, traveling in the wrong direction
When He used pain to guide my disposition
It should've made me walk away for good
But instead I felt His hand where I stood

I had habits that were drowning me slowly
But in one night, I gave them up wholly
I was taking baby steps, teetering on a tightrope
Then the blues came and I couldn't cope

I was struggling, wondering if I should wait
Till I had it all figured out, to walk straight
So He used a voice familiar to me
To speak, to encourage and to help me see

This was what I really wanted, at my core
Excited and terrified at what was in store.
Prayer came hesitantly, feeble whispers at best
But then I was failing again, feeling so stressed

Suggestions made, fear started creeping in
Are the 'right' choices I'm making, really a sin?
Am I gonna be burnt, is this actually wrong?
The shots are finding their target, I'm not strong,

So Lord I'm begging you with my soul
Show me the right way, make me whole
I'm so confused, it's feeling bleak
Take me by the hand, on my own I'm so weak.