I've been here in this place before
All that comes is a closed, no, slammed door
Instead of my nose, it breaks my heart
So why I am waiting for it to get to that part?

I've come here of my own will
Given my heart freely, crazier still
Hoped for a different outcome
When I really should have run

Maybe I'm a sucker for pain
Maybe I'm not really sane
What I know is I look at him and think
It's worth it, I'm willing to swim or sink

I don't really know how it'll end
If my heart in pieces it'll rend
Or if it'll be happily ever after
With smiles, peace and laughter

I can only ride the waves
Hoping, yet watching as it slowly caves
Antifragility is my aim, stronger I'll be
No matter what I go through, what I see

And if, after the trial I come through
In one piece and with love too
I'll be beyond surprised for sure
Because I've not experienced it before